I honestly don't know how I could have gotten through yesterday without my wonderful children and my precious grandbaby. They are my link to my wonderful Patrick.
For some reason this has been a hard year for both my kids. As I have said before, perhaps we feel the loss more because of our precious little girl. I am so sorry he can't enjoy her the way I can.
I was able to spend the day with Missy and Serif. We had lunch with Tom and Terry and then we girls headed to the mall. I was surprised that I was able to find some shoes for me. That definitely brightened a dreary day.
After work we all got together and went to the lake. The drought was really obvious. The lake was down so low. But it was beautiful out there. I am always happy when we can go there. It's so much nicer than a graveyard. Serif got to see the fish swimming in the lake. It was lovely and peaceful and I think it helped everyone.
When we left the lake, we all went out to eat. It was nice sitting around a nice big round table with my family around me. I was so thankful that I was able to be with them. Of course Serif kept us all entertained.
The depression is lifting. It felt good to go to work today. I pray that Missy's depression will leave her soon too. I know that this is hard on her. I wish I could help her but all I can do is be there if she needs me.
Patrick will always be missed. But he is part of us and he is always in our thoughts and in our hearts. Life still goes on and I plan to do a lot of living before I join him. Afterall, there's a grandbaby to spoil.
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